“She want to move to California. She must’ve fucking lost her mind.” (Journal entry 5/1/24)


Hi,

I trust this note finds you well amidst life’s craziness. Today, I write to you (random reader but most likely someone that knows me, lol) from California, where a decision years in the making has brought about a wave of emotions and deep thoughts.

These past months and weeks have been a whirlwind, making it hard to wrap my head around everything at once. Amidst chaos, there’s a profound sense of realization that our deepest desires often manifest in unexpected ways. I have so much proof of this.

Let me attempt to translate what’s in my brain to this paper.

Where do I start? First, I’m deeply grateful for the love and support of those nearest to me. The belief in me and the desire for my happiness are making me feel like the richest person in the world.

In times of drastic change, it’s the bonds of humanity that resonate most strongly. The unity of all us as one becomes apparent, reminding us that, ultimately, it’s love and connection that truly matter.

Reflecting on this journey, I’m reminded of the importance of self-discovery and self-love. Regardless of others’ intentions, it’s only by knowing and LOVING ourselves that we can navigate life authentically.

While change may bring moments of discomfort, there’s a profound joy in embracing the growth. Each challenge, each obstacle, is an opportunity for newfound strength and resilience. And oh, how capable and powerful you are.

Uncertainty is a constant companion. Yet, in this moment, I’m filled with love – love for the person I’ve become, and love for the extraordinary souls who enrich my life.

I embarked on this new chapter, and I do so with an open heart and a readiness to embrace whatever lies ahead. For beyond our understanding lies a plan greater than our own, unfolding in divine timing.

Con mucho amor,

Emi


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