Four walls, greyish blue. One year older—wiser, too. Stubborn, uncertain, excited, confused. Welcome to 26. Every year, in the springtime, I am reborn. Why am I here? Thoughts flood my mind with each lap around the sun— Questions for my soul, for the politicians, for the ghosts. I forgive everyone who did me wrong. IContinue reading “Welcome to 26!”
Tag Archives: love
By Design
By design, we want to be loved, Accepted by others, Received with high praises. Some want to be the top of the class, Others want to go by unnoticed, but with ease. We all want to be loved — By our caregiver, A friend, A lover, And a force bigger than the universe. We showcaseContinue reading “By Design”
Overnight Success
The only overnight success I am witnessing lately are the overnight oats that I have been eating religiously. I stumbled upon a TikTok the other day about the artist Chappell Roan and how it took her 10 years to become the success she is today. They particularly said something along the lines of, “That’s whyContinue reading “Overnight Success”
“She want to move to California. She must’ve fucking lost her mind.” (Journal entry 5/1/24)
Hi, I trust this note finds you well amidst life’s craziness. Today, I write to you (random reader but most likely someone that knows me, lol) from California, where a decision years in the making has brought about a wave of emotions and deep thoughts. These past months and weeks have been a whirlwind, makingContinue reading ““She want to move to California. She must’ve fucking lost her mind.” (Journal entry 5/1/24)”
journal entry 2/15/24
I love myself because I’m kind, smart, loyal, thoughtful, and human. I love myself because despite life’s adversity, I try again and again. I love myself because I give myself grace, compassion, and love. I try my best to, at least. I love myself because I am love. I emit love. I’m made from love.Continue reading “journal entry 2/15/24”
journal entry 7/26/23
I’ve essentially obtained what I’ve yearned for the past few years. Some of it has appeared exactly as I envisioned, while some hasn’t, but it has turned out even better. How often do we desire more and more? Years ago, you prayed for something you probably take for granted today. Maybe you don’t take itContinue reading “journal entry 7/26/23”
To this little but mighty girl:
You have inspired me this year to attempt to wear my hair curly. We haven’t quite figured it out, but it has improved since we started working on it. Weirdly enough, even though I neglected the natural waves/curls for most of my life, I feel more like myself when I let my hair do itsContinue reading “To this little but mighty girl:”
Bon Voyage!
My romantic heart sees beautiful couples, and I think back to when I was “deeply in love,” more like blindly in love. Even though it was not sustainable or ideal, it was beautiful; it was. Love like that at a time in your life where kisses and letters defined the relationship was beautiful. You loveContinue reading “Bon Voyage!”
Is Happiness a Choice?
I have tried hard to define what makes me happy. I have this recurring feeling that what I am chasing at the time is going to make me happy. As if once I reach that next target, I will finally become satisfied. That does not mean I’ve never experienced spontaneous moments of happiness. Still, it’sContinue reading “Is Happiness a Choice?”
Sleepy Awakening 